You up?

Are you awake considering a second encounter to remove that one-night-stand label. Are you awake rolling over to the big Four-Oh. Are you awake not responding to your text message from Thursday and it is Sunday. Are you awake flickering a black sandalwood candle. U up? set to do not disturb but willing to reply. Are you awake, mentally drafting responses. Are you awake and/or invisible. Are you awake: having thought about this other guy way more than expected when fucking. Are you awake forgetting what you were trying to say, but it seemed important. Are you awake lacking loyal thoughts. Are you awake now unable to stop doubting a higher power. Are you awake missing something. Are you awake feeling juvenile and/or judged. Are you awake even if it's only for a few minutes. Are you awake controlling the impulse to call, obviously. Are you awake anxiety impending and/or present, whatever the difference is. Are you awake and good at it, well, pretending. Are you awake being guided through heavy breathing. Are you awake walking in with a full bottle of wine and leaving half here -- can you imagine? Are you awake thinking of the multiple other people that the people you've been with have kissed. are you awake alone. Are you awake with the crafting again. Are you awake holding grudges open like doors. Hey you awake wanting it to be noticed. Are you awake not talking to You. Are you awake thinking this succulent is dying and they were supposed to be easily kept alive. You awake? telling the exciting story about how the goldfish boiled to death because the apartment didn't have A/C. Are you awake riding in a flashy orange car with murder top of mind. Are you awake aggressively pretending you're good at this. Are you awake unable to tell whether your preferences are wrong. Are you awake recoiling at pictures. Are you awake wanting to sleep all day then staying up late. Are you awake and/or happy. are you awake I'm here.