Thoughts

I lost my phone
and I've never been more relieved

Today I remembered how I almost lost you
With these visions blurring into fantasies
a piece of metal smashed into a tree, a closet door
I know you're supposed to be there
I fold under all your fears, unfeeling

and all those times
I could barely look you in the eye
If I could explain myself --

I'm hung up on one final word.
Goodbye